I just need contact. that loving touch of someone new. when you are with someone for so long its not the same. the mystery of someone new gets my blood boiling...the anticipation of a new body to touch, to explore, to lick. to hear a new voice moan and quiver. my heart just jumps thinking about it. a new someone. what will they do? will they go this far? how will it feel? I feel alive. 20 years younger with the fire I had in my 20s. I close my eyes and I am far away from my troubles...far away from the stress of everyday life. I need this to restore my hope in myself. I feel I can do anything and endure whatever comes. please will a new light come and take me away and feel so deeply. the cum that will weaken my legs and leave me heart beating a mile a minute. are you out there?