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Not sure you can just dip a toe
Posted:Apr 17, 2021 5:07 pm
Last Updated:Apr 17, 2021 5:28 pm
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So my way of thinking may not suit everyone, you see for me your either in or out can’t have the best of two worlds
I watch clips of gurls who won’t swallow, I just don’t get this at all why undergo everything not to totally embrace this
Way of life.

For me your either in or out no middle ground, for me what excites me is the little things flashing a lot more skin than
Before, dealing with long nails, makeup and hair these are all things I will need to learn as I go

I guess I know what I am and I know and understand or I think I know what I guy would expect from me, this trip hasn’t
Been easy but what is? Feminine isn’t just dressing up, its about a whole new mindset, frustration plays a huge part you
Can’t underestimate what being deprived of a normal climax means,

Once you are deprived of something you desire it so much more even if you didn’t desire it before!! Chastity does this for me
Love feeling frustrated and how this makes me feel, and in a frustrated state I know I can serve you as female, I’ve trained myself
To enjoy cum, not anyone a guys but my own, the use of toys has given me an insight if what a guys lust may feel like and anal
Is so much more enjoyable, not to mention Chastity and hormones chastity forces me to sit to pee it’s very humbling at best

So I desire a guy who will keep me in chastity so my frustration grows for your enjoyment, would also enjoy bondage as I would
Really like to be forced to encounter what I must, BDSM also plays a part just because I feel like I should suffer somewhat to enjoy
The good times, for me sex isn’t just the bump and grind but the getting there also

Someone once said there should only be one erect cock in any bedroom and I agree with this I’m willing to become your sissy I will honour
Your body and be the best sissy I can be !!

I totally accept the unknown nor your wants and lust maybe you desire more from me I won’t say no! I’ve considered this being it me
Loosing my desire for good if you into this let’s talk as it excites me

Form me into the object of your desire I’m sure I won’t enjoy the ride but I’m committed to do this its about what i desire and what I'm missing out on

Spunky kisses Sam
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I have a few wants myself
Posted:Apr 15, 2021 5:11 pm
Last Updated:Apr 19, 2021 8:6 pm
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I want arouse you
I want remain in chastity or more
I want dress as you please ideally locked into outfits
I want to learn what you enjoy
I want to be used as feminine
I want to be humiliated
I want to become the gurl of your desire
I want to be tied up
I want to feel forced
I want you to expand my limits
Most of all I want you to use me and enjoy me feminine
I have wants can you tick most boxes then we should talk
Someone once said there should only be one erect cock in a bedroom
I agree but I don’t desire being hard I want penetration only will swap
And orgasm for a sissy orgasm any day!!
spunky kisses Sam
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Never underestimate what is involved
Posted:Apr 14, 2021 5:03 pm
Last Updated:Apr 19, 2021 8:6 pm
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So I don’t underestimate what is required of , can’t tell you how chastity changes your mindset just the fact I have sit pee is such a shock the system but it’s also so grounding
I do understand the processes needed become a sissy, I also know this will take a huge tole on my body and mindset but I’m ready !
Love the feeling of frustration and I really want to please my guy
For me it’s the small things flashing so much more flesh than ever before looking after your desire whatever this may be, Walking sexy in heels is challenging to say the least. Then there is
Hair and makeup not to mention long nails not sure how anyone copes with these,
I know and understand that the trip we are talking about isn’t reversable there isn’t no way back, this fills me with dread but also excites me so much! What I’ve done this far make me ready
For what you want and desire, I know I’ve done all I can to be ready for this, this said I know and expect bumps in the road, this said I’m committed to be the best sissy I can be for you
I just can’t wait to go down on you and look up and see your cum face and swallow what you deliver
I have no idea what you desire just want to become your gurl sure this trip won’t be easy but in life what is ?
I’m willing to become your gurl and service your needs whatever they are just want to become the best gurl I can be and keep you happy
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Anything goes Baby
Posted:Apr 13, 2021 5:00 pm
Last Updated:Apr 19, 2021 8:6 pm
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So I know and understand what a guy desires, I think I’m 0% bottom but I’m into anything kinky how kinky I guess is up to you
As stated I’m 0% bottom I now longer have the desire to penetrate anything or anyone, chastity and hormones have rendered
Totally sissy my question to you is how much more do you desire ? dressing has always been my go to place its where I feel
Having to flashing more flesh isn’t something I’m used to but I’m excited to do this,
So everything excites me hair removal being locked into feminine dresses, heels the thought of being controlled excites me !!
So sure I’m a sissy I love chastity but I’ve saved myself for you! Sure I have desire but I also know you desire a blank canvas so
Sure I play and get ready to encounter your lust and desire, do you desire me any thing goes just use me as fem

spunky kisses
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Think I’m into extreme
Posted:Apr 12, 2021 5:04 pm
Last Updated:Apr 19, 2021 8:6 pm
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So I dabbled with chastity like the CB600 it did its job and left me frustrated which is a huge plus if your expected to act as a female but for me this wasn’t enough
So I purchased a more extreme devices this kept my bits tight to my body, this included an urethral tube which meant it could be worn for a longer period
During anal play I encounter huge anal climaxes so this has become very desirable, anal toys are great but lacks the male lust and desire I seek
So anal toys are great I purchased a dildo I love the feeling of it inside me in fact I feel empty when its not inside me, recently purchased and expanding butt plug
It’s a expanding design you need to force it together to insert it but once in its not coming out without force!!

This got me into thinking what I desire as a sex object in return for a guys desire, so I would like to be kept in chastity full time to increase my frustration the fact I have
To sit to pee is very humbling, I would also welcome a locking outfit and heels, so I’m kept feminine at all times, also discovered they do a lockable anal butt plug
Being locked up into sexy gear is my thing add to this being locked up via a lockable butt plug just means your find me where ever you lock me up!

Right now I wear chastity under normal clothes I also wear my expandable butt plug no one would ever know as I go about my day to day life

If only this was enough I need more restraint into locking me up for your enjoyment? Chastity and hormones have made me so much less male this means I can climax
As male but for the most part I do limp, this hasn’t stopped me if I am able to climax I swallow what I deliver such is my lust to serve a guy

If your kinky we can talk further further feminisation this might include castration and or cock removal love to sit to pee

spunky kisses Sam
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Control
Posted:Apr 6, 2021 4:45 pm
Last Updated:Apr 19, 2021 8:6 pm
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So we both know this is all about control, you have a desire control another human being. You have a desire control them and use them for your pleasure
So unless I’m stupid think we both know what you expect of , your looking for a submissive gurl take care of your desire.
So right now I wear chastity so I understand the feeling of being frustrated and how this makes feel towards a guy and I love the feeling I would consider being
Used in this way, love the fact that in chastity I live in a state of frustration, as the key holder you could tie up and use further frustrate sure I don’t need
spell this out,
One thing I keep considering is castration I’m sure you understand the affects on my body having my balls removed. I would become even more feminine I would suffer
Muscle loss and I would no longer climax as a , I’m sure some guys will see this as a huge turn on?
So the easiest way is via a cutter have me arrive and just get them removed, or the second route is inject my balls with alcohol for a number of weeks before I loose
Them for good. At first I didn’t think this was an option, but the thought of suffering a little reach my goal has its own appeal
So I’ve been dressing from an early age think from the start I know what I was, over the I’ve discovered an anal climax this and the frustration of chastity makes
Feel like I want discover even more, hormones and chastity render limp for the most part, if and when I’m able climax I swallow my own
So I’m sure I’m right for you!! I will accept what you desire I know what expect and thus far I’m a cock virgin so if your into kinky can we please talk ?
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sex
Posted:Apr 5, 2021 5:27 pm
Last Updated:Apr 19, 2021 8:6 pm
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What is sex and what does sex mean you? So I guess this depends on what side of the fence your on
Guys desire an easy lay but then brand that girl as a slut, Girls desire lovemaking as they desire a mate
Who will give them a baby, males and females have their own take on sex but for the most part sex is just
people enjoying each other and gaining pleasure from each other

Sure I was born but things get complex later in life, for dressing has been a huge thing in my life
Over time dressing wasn’t enough, for me it was chastity that lit that desire. Chastity and dressing goes
Together, you see while dressed I feel feminine and in chastity I get frustrated and better still I have to sit
To pee, don’t under estimate how sitting to pee and the frustration of chastity changes your mindset!

So this is where trans gets confusing normally this would be fine but I don’t seek a mate nor can I provide
You with a . I’m a sissy so can only act as a gurl, my frustration gets the better of I know what you
Desire and I’ve planned for this I’ve used toys, and given the chance I will swallow my own so I’m ready

This said I suspect you want even more you want a gurl you can control a gurl who will see to your every
Need a gurl who is kinky in the bedroom and a gurl who just wants to please you?

So some guys just want to control their gurl. I love chastity but remove my desire once and for all I don’t mind
Anything goes baby.

I know if I do this pain is the norm but no gain without pain right ?
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I need help
Posted:Apr 3, 2021 4:49 pm
Last Updated:Apr 4, 2021 4:59 pm
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So I’m reaching I need help to become who I want to be, I’ve done all I can to become the gurl of your dreams, chastity and hormones have rendered me all but feminine
But once unlocked I still try to act as a guy, for the most part I remain limp this causes problems if I plan to climax as normal it’s not unheard of to cause carpet burns just to
Ejaculate
I love the feeling of frustration I love dressing feminine just need a guy who understands and is willing to help me, i know this process won't be easy nor desirable but take a chance on me and i will take a chance on you
kinky is a real plus so if your kinky please can we talk?
what i become depends on what you desire happy to submit to your desire sure the more feminine the better, do you desire that v between my legs as much as i do then lets do that, want to keep as i am sure, all i know for sure is i want to become a guys play thing, locked up is a plus would love to be locked into heels and a dress but if you desire to find me where you left me consider a lockable butt plug chained to a wall
said i was kinky anything goes !!
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Kinky
Posted:Mar 30, 2021 5:24 pm
Last Updated:Mar 31, 2021 2:16 am
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So what does kinky mean you? As a gurl it takes on a whole new meaning it means what your willing accept in your quest become feminine

So from a male prospective its all about control, bondage, gags, Chastity, spanking, your into submission and humiliation and control

As a sissy I discovered chastity I can’t tell you what a plus this is, once locked up you desire what your no longer able to achieve a climax, before
You were locked this may have been the furthest form your mind but once you can’t you desire it so much, to reduce my desire further I’ve been taking
Hormones, can’t say this has helped much. Other than making it all but impossible climax as male when I’m not locked up, this said one huge plus is
That in chastity I have sit pee, this is so humbling and produces a whole new mindset.

Looking into this there is many things I would like to explore, locked is a huge plus I love being locked into chastity, if I was your gurl I would also love to
Be locked into a dress and heels, what I found the other day blew my mind a lockable butt plug, I would love to be restrained when I’m not being used
And being locked into a dress and heels is a huge plus, if you’re into locking me to a wall via my arse this would be a plus too!!

So right now I’m a budding sissy but if your into turning me into the gurl of your dreams lets talk, I know I have so much to learn I also know that becoming
The gurl of your dreams won’t be easy, but take a chance on me . I’m so into restrictive and kinky I want a guy to take charge I need to feel cock inside me
I want climax as you enjoy ,

I think I’m ready for a guy only time will tell, will I enjoy this encounter I hope not! For me I would like feel like I was forced do what you desire just
Your object to use,

thus far i'm a cock virgin sure i've used toys so i know i can do what i offer take a chance on i will become the gurl of your desire

my choice of climax is anal and when i do climax i swallow my own so i know what to expect when you grace me with your load

Submission, domination and control is my thing you into kinky Daddy?

Spunky kisses Baby

Sam
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my life
Posted:Mar 28, 2021 4:10 pm
Last Updated:Mar 30, 2021 5:31 pm
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So here is my life in short form I’ve dressed from an early age year on year it’s just got more extreme, with a promise of a meet with a nervous guy I agreed wear chastity so that
I could only act female, true my word I purchased a chastity devise I loved it so much I purchased another more extreme one and wore that, that meet never happened but I grew
love chastity also grew love frustration in my life, so I started use dildo’s on myself and I thought long and hard what I guy might expect of a gurl, think the number one thing
Would be a BJ so when I was able climax as a guy I swallow my own, so I looked into this lifestyle and I’m not sure I made the best choices but here I am
I wear chastity it’s cumbersome and unconfutable so I now seek something more permanent, so I know what’s on offer none are really desirable but my desire to become feminine means
I will suffer whatever I have to reach my goal, so I’m talking castration I know how this will happen banding, cutter, clamping or injections none are desirable
But what is desirable is to be the object of a guys desire! Can’t double guess how I might feel with my boys removed sure I will be more feminine look forward to this, for my sins I’m very
Much into kinky, love feeling restricted lock me in heels, lock me into a dress, lock me to a wall via an expandable butt plug I really don’t care just feel like I’ve missed out on so much I just
Want to become the gurl of a guys desire pierce my tongue for better oral,
Thus far I’ve not been used by a guy I think I understand what is needed, nor do I know what to expect once you remove my frustration, but I’m excited to become the object of a guys desire
Sure I might not like what I turn into but I’m committed to become the best sissy you could ever desire, I’m not the jealous type so sure take other lovers with luck your include me, just feel like everything i've done makes me a little closer to making this move, sure it might be a mistake but it's my mistake to take right?
once you discover an anal climax not sure anyone can come back from that not intact anyway !!
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Restrictions suck right?
Posted:Mar 27, 2021 6:02 pm
Last Updated:Apr 19, 2021 8:6 pm
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Well not all of us feel the same way for years I’ve struggled with my sexuality I loved feminine things yet I desired sex my goal was to get off
Many years ago I purchased a pencil skirt and wore it with heels and I absolutely loved being restricted it felt so strange but so desirable also
Over the years my love of dressing hasn’t changed nor has my desire to be retrained, its almost chalk and cheese what I’m used to and what
I desire, Chastity has changed my life for the better no longer do I seek normal climax being in chastity has the effect of frustrating yourself
To the point of distinction, I need distraction and I need frustration
Need to be restricted in any form how I dress how I life and during sex, I need to become the object of your desire, I will do whatever it takes
To enjoy your attention! I wear chastity so I’m able to act as female, thinking ahead maybe you would like to pierce my tongue to further
Your oral enjoyment? I don’t mind chastity but a huge plus would to have this removed, I’m talking for good castration !!
So restrictions is my thing so you into locking me up? Talking locking me into heels, and a dress use me as female, want to insert a lockable butt
Plug inside me and chain me to a wall? Want to inject my balls with alcohol to render them spent ?
I know what I am but also desire what I could become want to enjoy my journey with me then we should talk !!
I know I was put on this earth to serve a guys desire let me know what I need too become the object of your desire
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Knowing how you feel
Posted:Mar 25, 2021 6:23 pm
Last Updated:Apr 19, 2021 8:6 pm
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I just can’t start describe my feelings sometimes my own mind plays tricks on me, in a frustrated state I will move heaven and earth achieve a climax
Once I lock myself in chastity I desire a climax but clearly I can’t but my frustration makes me want do things I wouldn’t normally do you see as male there
Isn’t just a standard climax you can also climax via anal stimulation. With my first option removed I need a guy do this for me! Sure toys are fun but I’m sure
The real thing would be so much better, when I use toys I only tend to climax a few times, an anal climax just keeps giving once you’re in that state so I do feel
Like if I’m lucky enough to climax during play then this feeling won’t stop till your spent!!

So I’m into BDSM and I know how guys love oral and have their gurl swallow, I’m happy to swallow your load if and when I do climax as a guy I swallow my own seed
I also feel quite strongly that if you accept feminine then shouldn’t expect normal sex again, if you accept to become feminine then as a sissy you should only climax
With a guy inside you!

A good gurl will swallow what the male has to offer and be grateful he’s given his seed for you to swallow, she should only climax via anal penetration and should be
Glad she is seen as female

So right now I have my nipples pierced would welcome my tongue being pierced also for your oral enjoyment, for me chastity is restrictive so I would like a daddy to
Help me remove this once and foe all I’m talking castration, I don’t know how I will feel after castration I can only guess, from what I have read I will become more
Submissive I also understand once done there is no going back this excites me,

My future excites me but fills me with dread also I know as you excitement grows your going to force you cock deeper into my mouth I won’t be able to stop you as I
Desire to be restrained so my hand will be tied behind my back or strapped to my thigh , you’re in charge baby

Now comes the main event my hope by now my desire is removed castration so I’m feeling feminine my hormones are developing me into the sissy slut you desire !

What’s next for me Daddy I know what I know is nothing compare to your lust a desire Please shape me into the object of your desire I only desire to act fem

Into kinky yes please would love to be locked into an expandable butt plug and being locked to a point so you know where I’m at anything goes baby as long as we agree
Before hand said I wanted to become feminine and sad I was into kinky, feminine isn’t just a state Ii’s a life style

Baby expand my limits an I will become the gurl of your dreams !!!
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Knowing how you feel
Posted:Mar 25, 2021 6:23 pm
Last Updated:Apr 19, 2021 8:6 pm
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I just can’t start describe my feelings sometimes my own mind plays tricks on me, in a frustrated state I will move heaven and earth achieve a climax
Once I lock myself in chastity I desire a climax but clearly I can’t but my frustration makes me want do things I wouldn’t normally do you see as male there
Isn’t just a standard climax you can also climax via anal stimulation. With my first option removed I need a guy do this for me! Sure toys are fun but I’m sure
The real thing would be so much better, when I use toys I only tend to climax a few times, an anal climax just keeps giving once you’re in that state so I do feel
Like if I’m lucky enough to climax during play then this feeling won’t stop till your spent!!

So I’m into BDSM and I know how guys love oral and have their gurl swallow, I’m happy to swallow your load if and when I do climax as a guy I swallow my own seed
I also feel quite strongly that if you accept feminine then shouldn’t expect normal sex again, if you accept to become feminine then as a sissy you should only climax
With a guy inside you!

A good gurl will swallow what the male has to offer and be grateful he’s given his seed for you to swallow, she should only climax via anal penetration and should be
Glad she is seen as female

So right now I have my nipples pierced would welcome my tongue being pierced also for your oral enjoyment, for me chastity is restrictive so I would like a daddy to
Help me remove this once and foe all I’m talking castration, I don’t know how I will feel after castration I can only guess, from what I have read I will become more
Submissive I also understand once done there is no going back this excites me,

My future excites me but fills me with dread also I know as you excitement grows your going to force you cock deeper into my mouth I won’t be able to stop you as I
Desire to be restrained so my hand will be tied behind my back or strapped to my thigh , you’re in charge baby

Now comes the main event my hope by now my desire is removed castration so I’m feeling feminine my hormones are developing me into the sissy slut you desire !

What’s next for me Daddy I know what I know is nothing compare to your lust a desire Please shape me into the object of your desire I only desire to act fem

Into kinky yes please would love to be locked into an expandable butt plug and being locked to a point so you know where I’m at anything goes baby as long as we agree
Before hand said I wanted to become feminine and sad I was into kinky, feminine isn’t just a state Ii’s a life style

Baby expand my limits an I will become the gurl of your dreams !!!
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